Sighs , can anyone tell me what's 爱 ?  cas I really dno what he's thinking about , really don't know .
How I wish I could understand him better , can I ? Will I ? Would I ? I began to love him deeper & deeper each day , but he don't seems to care about me like how he did in th past . WHY ????????? Why must ue change in such fast way ? I don't understand okay , ue promised not to leave me . I rather ue treat me stricter , so I could love ue more & heartly . but NOW , ue didn't even wanna care about me . you're a sweet & easy hurt boy .
I know , sorry for those hurts I brought upon to ue . I didn't really mean it , I then understand how impt are ue to me . Without ue , life is nothing . I miss ue terribly , I couldn't see ue even If I wish to . th night we sat tgt , watching th moon . those times I hug ue tightly in my arms . )': I couldn't think anymore , for those tears that drip on . It's nothing . cas I really love ue , I don't want to lose ue . don't ue understand ? I want tio her , becas of ue . I don't want  girls to near ue , I want fight with her till th end . Understandddddd ????? ue might not know .
你可能不知道我有多爱你

Hey all , I'm not posting up any post for this two days . (:
I'm happy that my baby is coming back singapore later , waiting for him 1month plus . >< later tonning with Baby & brother xiaohei , hurhur .  fun man ~
I'm heading bugis at 2.30pm , waiting for someone . (: then night went over to find baby . ;D I'm going home tmr morning , then sleep awhile . head down bugis again . ;D tmr sure alot of peoples . all th 18syh one ^^ Meeting with geylang siao also . (: hahaha , alright . seeya peoples ! Muackkkkkkkkks .